Rayz_its juz me.

fail.

2010-08-11T01:31:00.001+08:00

Sucks to be me =')

such failure.

2010-08-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

Life really sucks now.

Can't really sleep.

1 of my favourite girl ever got a bf i think.. Feeling kind of lonely and abit sad after hearing that. Why didnt i do something back then? bahhhh i suck.

Suddenly realise the way i sms that girl is very.. Ghost-like (Those who know me better will know what im talking about) zzz means i spoiled my own chance by doing that. Nvm ba nxt time i wont do it again. =\

Last night was great. Thats all i can say. =)

Goodbye

2010-07-19T19:03:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my world. Goodbye the 1 month that i had my bike course. Time to face reality all over again.

Same old feeling.

2010-05-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

The same old feeling all over again. Too bad my weekend is over again. My supposed long weekend was cut short because of my friend down-pesing and removed from the guard duty list.. Which.. Unfortunately.. I'm the next in list. haiz. So im booking in soon. zzzzzzzzz.

Hopefully my tuesday medical appointment would help me somehow.. For some reasons book in day always feels very very depressing. ARGH. I wanna talk to someone right now. I wanna go out and eat with my family more. I noticed NS really changes me.. I really really treasure the time i spend with my family now. 6 months already. i have survived 1/4 of NS. Can't wait for my ORD day.

Obviously nobody will care about an emo guy's rants right? ha. the world is so unfair. How i wished i was borned a girl or not even borned at all. Life is too troublesome man.

Haiz. Book in lo.

Another week

2010-05-23T13:26:00.002+08:00

Another week has passed. I feel even more emo then before. I know i shouldn't be like this but i can't help. Too much things have happened recently and i'm not particularly fond of my current situation. Hopefully things will go well from now on. I don't wanna feel like this anymore.

To be serious.. I feel really really fucking bad right now. If someday.. sometime.. i did something stupid. Please forgive me. I love you all. I really don't want to feel like this anymore.

Could this be depression? I have no idea man. I just know that i don't want to book in.. Maybe i should seek some help.

Booking in.

2010-05-17T19:04:00.003+08:00

Booking in soon. My mood just got spoiled to the max. I had a nightmare just now.

You really left my world. Really really left. I always thought i might have a chance as long as we still keeps contact. But.. Today.. You really left. Regrets all over again. Fuck. My. Life. =(

Gotta face tomorrow with a smile. Hopefully i'm able to do so.

POP LOH~

2010-04-12T05:09:00.002+08:00

Ohhh POP loh~~ Finally after 4 long months of suffering... Thhhhheeeee trraaaaiinnnnneeeeddddd soldiers!! lol.

Hopefully i will be posted to somewhere slack..

Peace~ XD

T-0

2009-12-12T01:30:00.002+08:00

Its officially over.. My holiday that is.

Later at 0845 i will officially be a NSF. My mum just totally spoiled my mood of writing a nice post. But i will try.

Hey guys thx for everything. Esp kek and marc. Hope we would be friends forever man. I'm gonna miss the mac dinners me and kek have ever since my iap days. Like we almost eat mac twice a week which ends with him coming to my house to chill. Although i don't meet marc as often asi meet kek, i'm gonna miss his weird style of speaking. Definitely.

Other cool people are like jia yin, sean, jar, royce,toa,3sa, ck, renny, wq, gene, etc etc. ARGH I DON'T WANNA LOSE MY CURRENT LIFE MAN!

BTW!!! I STILL LIKE YOU ALOT! YA YOU! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! K TIME TO GET MYSELF MENTALLY PREPARED! I think im losing my mind lol.

T -2

2009-12-10T02:23:00.002+08:00

Its T Freaking Minus 2. Holy shit. Friday im gonna watch feng yun 2 with ultimate weaponz.. KAOZ TIME IS REALLY RUNNING OUT. Let's just hope my life will actually become better after i go ns. hehx.

T -3

2009-12-09T01:14:00.003+08:00

Good Game. 3 days left. Haha.. I suddenly recalled something kek told me the other day. He told me he can imagine me running towards a shrinking window with an image of my current life but i can never catch up with it. Afterwards the screen zooms in on my face and when it pans out i'm already in a road march. Zzz.

Oh ya. I would like to say "Get well soon.. Though u will nvr read this." But its too.. Stupid and cowardy so i'm just gonna go tell you to get well soon in either facebook on msn ba lol. Yea Jw gotta be gutsy~ Army is coming yo.

T-4

2009-12-08T02:28:00.003+08:00

Four more days to NS.

Apparently everyone else is more anxious about ME going NS then myself. I told my mum im buying my own NS stuff which i had bought like 90% of the stuff yet she had to go and buy some stuff for me which i had ALREADY BOUGHT. Thx ar.

Anyways.. I went to look for renny at nyp today. Ahhh memories. lol. Went to walk around block S, visited my FYP lab. Some guy is sitting at my place right now. We then went to sit at south canteen awhile which somehow met up with JJ and chiek kee (dono how to spell his name). Sat there to chit chat for abit while waiting for hanming to arrive. Apparently they are going amk hub to buy his army stuff lol. Its so happens that Jia Yi went back to NYP too. Haha not a bad trip today! Too bad i didnt managed to meet shuhui or pea girl.. Met hanming then went to hub which i met some guy thats booking in the same day as me. After that renny came to my house and end of day (Don't feel like further elaborating cos too tired).

=(

T -5

2009-12-07T01:09:00.002+08:00

5 more days to NS. How? Die die die die die die die die die. Ok.. I dreamt of the girl i used to like alot back in secondary school.. Actually i still like her alot. I have no idea why but for some reason she is always in my mind. The weirdest thing is i haven't seen her for the past 2 years at least? Shit man i must be crazy.

Alright so the dream started in this bizarre (however its spelled) scenario where my body went into NS and my soul went into some pretty girl's body which i have to act as a guy to continue my life. Its very very very weird. Then alot of things happened but i forgot what..

Part 2 was the part where i time travelled back to sec school days. The girl i liked was playing cards with her friends and somehow i'm there. Then i accidentally revealed her hand and she got angry at me. Then the dream fast forwarded to the part where i bought bear and flowers and went to search every part of the area she stays in just to apologize. In the end i found her house and waited for her outside. And dream ends. Have i mentioned that she is really really pretty? Yea to me she is the prettiest ever haha.

Bahhh.. I'm gonna spend this 5 days properly. Gotta wake up at 8 tmr so my day is longer. K end of randoming.

Day 2

2009-10-26T03:27:00.002+08:00

This is day 2 of my self thinking period. Something big has happened...

I RECEIVED MY ARMY LETTER.. *Cues epic dum dum dum music*

ok. My enlistment date is 12th dec. Die. I shall exercise before going in so as to reduce my chances of dying lol.

Alright.. Project good-person-rayz seems like abit of a failure. Yesterday was my mother's birthday but i didnt get her a present.. Furthermore i was actually very unfriendly towards her today.. as in.. she kept asking me to renew my passport then i became very... whats that word? hmmm 暴躁.. And ya. Felt abit bad.

I noticed im always like that when i'm in my room or when the light is off.. Whenever i'm out of my room i am like super crazy and fun around my family. Why does that happen? I have no idea.. I think i have split personality ba. lol. Or maybe its the army on the horizon stress as i would like to call it.

T.T Army.. Oh no..

Day 1

2009-10-10T05:22:00.002+08:00

This is Day 1 of my reopened blog. I want to record my life down so i will not forget about this moment.

I slept at 9am yesterday and got woke up by tasmeen at about 2. Afterwhich kok beng called and ask me if i want to visit QQ with him. XKK has arrived. Visited QQ and XKK with alex and kb. haha XKK is too cute. Went home afterwards.

Its all too weird. Kb is a father now. I can feel that i'm getting older and time is not gonna wait for me. I just feel like i wanna change. I gotta be a better person. Alright. From this point onwards, Jw will change. I WILL become a better person. No matter if its towards my family or friends.

Recently.. I kept thinking of the past.. I felt like my biological clock had froze in time since March... Ya but it has started moving again. I was... kind of stupid back then ya? If i hadnt did all that we should still be very good friends now. Now? We don't even talk to each other anymore. Ya not even sms, msn or whatsoever. Kind of regretted it but.. now that i think about it.. i think she never ever liked me. I just happened to be there at the right time when she needed someone. Seriously speaking.. I don't even know if i really liked her as in the BGR type of like. We were just great friends, very very close ones before that. I just have to ruin it all.

That might be why i don't really dare to do anymore stupid/crazy thing. I don't wanna do anymore mistake and lose anyone anymore.

Alright this is day 1. The change starts now.

Attachment sucks.

2009-08-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

Someone told me my blog is dead. Yea. I am half dead too..

Recently.. I am having attachment. Which sucks. Its ending on 22nd august though. And i'm really really looking forward to that day.

Attachment is actually not too bad.. With all the friendly collegues like seeyin, chun beng and uncle james. But its really torturing my mind as it saps away my energy slowly. Its like i don't even have the mood to do things that i like already.

Recently had this sucky feeling inside me. Like having this feeling where something is getting on your nerves but you don't exactly know what that thing is. Could it be that have a direct link to attachment? Or is it due to some other things? Its almost as if i'm losing something important.. Its like standing in the darkness alone, reaching out but i can never feel anything or anyone. Its almost feels like.... The world has given up on me.

Okay. That might be exaggeration. I'm probably just tired. *RANT RANT RANT BLAH BLAH* lol k im fine. Good night. Wait. Have i said that i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY looking forward to the end of attachment? oh i had? ok then.. Good night =)

So..

2009-03-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

So.. Jw you are finally back.. You really looks much better now.. Stay happy k Jw? Don't make me stand in for you anymore.. I hate being in the real world, interacting with real humans.. And you know about it right? haha. Kk don't make me worry for you anymore.. Don't just go off on a vacation after just saying "I am not feeling very good. Stand in for me a few days." and just throw this job to me again k.. Next time.. Listen to what i have to say before doing those stupid things.. haha. kk time to go back to my own world. Take care ya~

-Rayz~

Thanks alot. Yea i'm back. Guess this little vacation did work.. Time to continue with my life =) Lots of games are waiting for me to complete!!! Killzone2, Valkyria chronicles, Mirror's Edge, Dead Space, Prince of Persia, Resident evil 5, X-blade, FF3, FF4, Pokemon diamond, GTA4 and lots more.. Ha~ No time to think of other redundant things! Alright! Lets go~!!! Sleep 1st anyways lol. Nite-to~

-Jw~

FYP

2009-03-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

FYP is boring. really. lol luckily theres alot of support from my friends. Met up with frens for the past 2 weeks. Not bad eh~ And gene, im still waiting for my ASUS girl! You said u can find her! damn! bu yao pian wo!

Omg la 3sa can really draw I feel so noob compared to her man.. Gotta brush up my skills!

Jar's house is great man! Can sing songs!

Looking forward to sat! kb's ROM!!! Hope can see some chio bus there =P

Tmr meeting sy and wq for lunch at hub den later in de evening meeting the rest for dinner~ woohoo~ nice class yo~

Jy if u are reading this go find out wad day u are free ba~ den we go buy ds lol.

K time to eat lao puo bing bye~ (I know i am acting high. So what? cant i try to be happy?)

art3

2009-03-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

These were the stuff i was drawing last night. Amazingly i drew those in the dark. lol i know its not very nice but who cares =P I like jiu hao~

Art2

2009-03-08T03:04:00.002+08:00

Couldn't sleep decided to draw a little.. 1st drawing was modelled after haru glory from rave.. 2nd was the first female character i drew that actually looks like a girl haha.. Theres 1 more drawing but i haven't scanned in yet. K time to sleep =)

Feeling weird..

2009-03-07T03:22:00.002+08:00

Having flu again.. =.= I hate flu.. So hard to sleep.. kek and marc is poping next wednesday.. thats so fast man..

Recently.. feels very unappreciated.. No matter what i do.. Its like i'm not even important. Its like does she even read this? probably not. haiz. I always gets "whatever" answer from her.. =/ yet.. nvm.. sick rayz is crazy. Good night. Get well soon rayz.

Art

2009-03-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

My random artworks(I think calling them drawings/doodles is more appropriate but whatever =P).. How do they fare in your eyes?

Dog

2009-03-05T10:53:00.002+08:00

What a cute dog.. Too bad i'm not fated to be her owner.. Sorry kb and qq.. =(

I really really wanted to own a dog since i were young.. My mother bluffing me that she will get me 1 if i get good results back then only made me want it more..

On tuesday kb told me he needs to find a new owner for kiki (the dog) because qq is pregnant and they cannot keep a dog anymore.. I was like OMG REALLY? I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE HER! but.. my mother was against the idea.. I went on to ask my uncle about it but he thinks it is not the right time to do that.. because my house dog (hei gou) is sick and he don't want it to think that we are replacing him so soon. Ya i understand also.. but i really really wanted it.

This isn't like some kind of a kid wanting something he really wanted. This isn't san fen zhong re du.. Anyone that knows me should know that i simply love animals. Especially small furry ones. But apparently everyone in the family thinks that i can't have responsibility for it. Why can't people trust me more? I might be playful and irresponsible at times but i can be responsible if i wanted to..

Awww poor jw.. My dog owner dream.. Shattered.. =( Sorry kb.. I really wanted to keep it de.. Sorry to waste your time preparing/explaining the conditions and stuff if u did anything.. ya.. next time i would definitely get a dog for myself.

abcdefgggg

2009-02-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

Which direction am i going? Its really hard too see in all these fog.. Please.. would someone clear the mist?

Wasted day.

2009-02-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

I wasted today doing practically nothing.

Slept till 3 and its too late to meet sy and the rest to study. So stayed at home. FFx a little and rested. Somehow its 8+ already.

Hope everything will be over soon. My plans have been disrupted. Even the back up one. Ok. For the last time. This is my story. Stop messing it up.

zzz

2009-02-06T15:40:00.003+08:00

Its already Feb. Time flies.. Zzz..

Recently.. Ok. Ytd.. alot of things happened.. somehow.. i'm feeling so down right now.........

To you. please don't do this to me =( cos u wont succeed anyways!

To the other you. please stop doing random things. I went after you ytd cos i wanted to tell you don't do that anymore.. Not just thanking you. I really.. feel that.. ya you know.. I don't wanna say anything harsh and stuff. ya ni zhi dao jiu hao.

K i know what to do le. =)

Flying Ninja Roach.

2009-01-10T02:51:00.002+08:00

Was bathing halfway then my sharp eyes caught sight of a black sinister "thing".

A VERY VERY BIG ROACH. GG.

The type that can fly. GG.

Rushed out to find bygone. Can't find. Came across another smaller but still big roach in the kitchen. GG.

Came back upstairs and found bygone in my room. Went back to Bathroom. Big Roach Is Big. GG.

Sprayed. It ran around. Then crawled into the room that i was in. GG.

Panicked. Backed outside another room. Blind Fired. Slowly looked inside. Roach is no where in sight. GG.

Searched abit. Cannot find. GG.

Conclusion: Flying Ninja Roach. GG. =(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

Last night of kek

2009-01-09T02:49:00.004+08:00

It's the last night of kek le. Time passed so fast. Too much things happened. Too little time. Now i'm abit confused on how to take the next step..

So should i turn back, move forward or move to the right? lol. not making sense? Cause i was just randomly typing..

I know you 2 are reading my blog. Please at least tag to let me know. Hiding is not cool. > <"

Kek is going in later in the day.. 8am or 10am i forgot. Haizzzz.. First marc now kek.. Gonna miss you man brother! Kek has always been the very cool hairstyle guy.. Wonder how he would look without his hair. lol. I'm gonna cut hair soon too =)

Hey kek if you are reading this.. I wanna thank you for all these days u have organised our outings. Seriously without you the ultimate weaponz won't be there.. I will never ever ask marcus or jarryl out before if it wasn't for you.. I will never get to noe jy if it wasn't for you too. Now i have a bunch of great buddies that we had great fun tgt thanks to you =D I won't be me if it wasn't for you man! BESTEST OF FRIENDSSS FOREVER!!!! =)))

Hey don't change after going NS k.. Playful kek is a fun character to be around with. lol. I know i am playful too but if u are no longer playful it will be damn weird right? lol. Gonna miss not being able to go out with you for the next 2 weeks man! All the scissors-paper-stone-extreme games, All the disturbing of each other, All the random jokes that we will laugh at together, Everything that we have done tgt (with or without marc and jar).. Come out that time then we continue ba! quoted "Whatever doesn't kills you makes you stronger.." Yea become stronger and come back to defeat me! haha!

Thanks for being there when i'm emoing and celebrating with me when i'm happy and stuff ya! Knowing you is one of the best thing i have did in this pathetic 19 years + of my life.. Along with knowing marc and jar =) Totally love this group of friends. Everyone is very different but thats how this group is so fun to be with! Negative/random Marc + Flirty/Not Punctual Jar + Playful/Lame me and last but not least Crazy/Short tempered(no longer lidat) KEK! We are all flawed humans but being together let us enjoy this world as 1 entity.. Ultimate Weaponz!!! Woo!

09 have been really kind to Jw.. I have cleared things up with her.. u know who you are. Got to know alot of ppl more.. Enjoyed myself for the past week.. And.. I'm gonna continue with enjoying the rest of the year!

K 1 last thing to say here.. Ok i've said before long long ago.. But let me tell you all how the term "Ultimate Weaponz" comes about (remix version)..

Here goes:

Life is like a long journey.. To reach your destination.. In this journey alot of things could be related to other stuff.

Girlfriends are like mini-bosses you will face in your journey, they bring about new excitments and obsticles for you to overcome. Yet, most will either hurt you or you will hurt them. No matter what is the case, you will gain much experience.

Casual friends are like spells you learn during the journey. They are useful at times (When you are bored and have no1 to hang out with). Yet when they find a better spell (More "useful" friends) they will forsake you and continue with their life.

Close friends are like power ups/potions/elixers. They can heal your wounds and make you a stronger person when you are hurt. However no matter how slow you drink your potion, only that much could be held in a bottle. When one over-consumes (keeps disturbing with too much negative stuff) the potion, it will be finished (frens fed up with you).

Bestest of frens are like weapons. They brave through everything together, defeats bosses and creeps alike. And when i made up this, we (me kek marc jar) were very close and were like ultimate weaponz to each other. Helping each other to brave through whatever life can throw at us.

And that was the story of the ultimate weaponz. Enjoy 09 ppl =)

Finally eh

2008-12-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

its 3 mins to last day of '08 And im feeling great! After so many years.. Finally eh? Thx =)

I AM HAPPY! BRING IT 09! I think i shall pon10 sch tmr to celebrate =)

=))

2008-12-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hey. What you told me today.. At least it lets me know im important.. =)

Anyways please don't feel bad. I know i won't regret anything i have did. Nope even if you say no, I will still be there for you. Friends are meant to be there for each other. Always. Anyways.. hope those prob that you have will be solved.. =)

He (udonhv2noe) said something very meaningful to me yesterday. Yes i will seriously think it through.

Went dinnering with kek just now. Donated 2 munnies to charity. Hope it will bring me luck =P Got a balloon dog for that which i left at KFC lol. After that we went to look for beanie at 77th street but found none that is nice. Then had a very weird stomachache then went home.

Today is the end of my holiday. Ok ok yesterday was the last day. Sian i hate it. I want my freedom..

Might be going out with 3sa and SR tmr. MIGHT. Hope there will be outing ba.. cause.. theres.. only.. 3.. days.. left.. till.. the.. end.. of 2008. =(

Great year.. So many things happened.. Its so much more meaningful then 2007 ever wished it could be. Actually i don't really remember what happened during '07. Yup '08 you are great =) Get to become close to alot of new people.. Hope everything will end well before '09 starts!

Great events of '08:

CNY (Feb) - Went to KL to bai nian.. Got to become close to my KL cousins.. Shaun, Jesse and Feli! yeah jesse thx for entertaining me on msn during boring days! =P

PS3 (April) - Managed to get my ps3 =) Never regret it at all man! All the great games - MGS4, LBP, Resistance, Rock Band (esp this 1 which made sean vinc ck and me become very very good frens), Mirror's edge and UNCHARTED!!! OFFICIAL GAMER! =P

Japan Trip (Mid June) - Loved everything there! Harajiku, Disneyland, Tour Guide, Hot Spring, Ramen, Sashimi, Mount Fuji, Shin gan shien, all the new clothes, EVERYTHING! It was a really really enjoyable trip!! *only bad thing was the trip coincide wif her bdae. And i have to wish her from overseas. =(

My bdae (June) - 27th (kbox bdae with kb+my class) 28th (ate +enjoyed myself wif ultimate weaponz) 29th (gold class movie with sean, vinc, ck, andrew, skip!! Loved the guitar! THX!)

(Sept) - Went out very often with.. her.. And we got very very close.. Now shes my very good fren =) But.. Bad things happened.. Ya.. Hope it all ends well =(

(Oct) - Met her for the 1st time.. I think? And now we are very good frens too =P Hope to know you better =)

(Nov) - Busy Gaming. All the great games sucked my wallet dry this month.. was it.. good? or bad?

Itouch (Dec) - 3 words. Very Very Cool. Nuff said.

Marcus' Last Night (Dec) - Enjoyed that night. Really. It was so fun to be with everyone. Glad i know you all.. kek marc jar jiayin.. You all really rox =)

Xmas eve (Dec) - Was with everyone too. 'cept jar. lol. Wad a wonderful night. =)

Last 3 days le. Hope i can do something great before the year ends!

Irritated

2008-12-27T02:20:00.003+08:00

Super irritated. Made me curious then don't tell me answer. Irritating.

Hi you. Yes you. Whoever you are =) Thx for reading this. The next paragraph will be the most truthful thing i've ever written in my 19 years of living.

Really really really really really sorry. I know saying sorry is not what i should say now. But yes sorry. from the bottom of my heart. =)

Yes man is nice. Go watch. Whoever is reading this.

K. Its late. I'm still thinking of how to get to know you better. Yes. 3 years le. I know. But. LOL. K. Ppl don't forget that easily de. Ok. stomachache rayz is having a stomachache. good night.

This.. Is how i really feels.

2008-12-24T02:23:00.002+08:00

Told someone something i always wanted to say.. But.. Its just not the right time. For now.. Friends Forever ya~ :) At least i feel impt now :D

Went out wif 3sa to get pat's and sr's present today.

Then.. Party-thing.. Then.. Home.. Hope you all like your presentssss..

I don't know what im doing now le. Hope.. Everything just ends up fine ba~! 船到桥头自然直~!

Btw srry bout all that random stuff.. I just don't know what i'm thinking right now. Everything happened too quickly. But what i said was all my true words you know who you are =) (don't think you will read this actually..)

Oya really like all your presents.. Thx 3sa for the wallet with that very cute thing inside.. Thx Yz for the Batman cap thats too small =.=".. Thx Pat for that very cool(?) pouch-thing LOL.. Thx Sean in advance for whatever present you are getting for me..

I don't know if this is the right thing but.. Guess this is the only way to go? Yup.

This is My Life, My story. I know this is wrong. You know how i feels. Its My Way Of Reaching My Destination.

Retribution.

2008-12-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

Guess this is my retribution for playing too much.. Played 30 hours of ffx in 3 days. This is wrong right?

Went out with yz sr pat and monkey today. Ate long john. Sinful food. After that we went to play dota. Nth much to say here.

And now i'm back in my room thinking.. Why... Am... I... Like... This..? Maybe.. I should go out more? Interact more with people? Haven't felt this down since back then.. ya down 3 posts.

Think its just a case of over-gaming.. Somehow i can forsee that the ending of FFX is going to impact my emotions greatly for the next few weeks.

Needs more outing. Kek if by some chance you are reading this... Please organise outing. Yes. Even without Marc. Cos very soon.. You will be entering NS and my "Friends that i am very comfortable around with and can act most myself" friends will be so pathetically little that i think i could count them with my fingers.. Let me see.. Sean, Sy, Kb, Vinc, Jar...??? Yup 5.

I am abit (U) after hearing what you said that day.. Abit.. Ya really. I was really thinking this chapter of my life would close beautifully and stuff but.. Guess its just me =) I should.. Give it some time.. If everything stays this way.. Yup I will move on =)

Yes yes i know i am weird tonight.. But what can i do? It's not like i'm like this everytime.. Just hear me ramble abit more k? I have so many things to say yet.. No one to say to.

I feel so.. Lonely.. In this cold world of mine. Real happiness is really rare ya? It's okay.. really. Cause it's just me.. Since the beginning i have been alone. Easily forgotten. Sometimes i think i am just a burden to everyone. Someone tell me i am important and irreplacible.. please? Can someone listen to my heart? Hear my true words?? I don't want to be alone!!!

nuff said. Emo night is Emotional. I am Rayz. This is my story.

The Last Night

2008-12-12T03:12:00.003+08:00

The Last Night~

A great night. A great goodbye. Goodbye Marcus. Hope you will enjoy your NS. =)

Great things happened.. Hope life will continue to be great =)

Went to Marc's house at 5+ today. Borrowed his PS2 before he will be going in. After that we went to meet the rest - kek, jia yin and jar. Ate billy-something. The organiser of this goodbye meal didnt appear until we finished eating. Yes i'm looking at you Jar.

After Jar arrives, we proceeds to a park(?) and chatted for about an hour long. Had fun disturbing kek's new job - as a sales man. He is selling some health products lol. (Kindly proceed to Jiayin's blog for the photos. Sorry for the inconvenience.)

300+ divided by 60 is 60 ya? =P You know who you are.

Tomorrow is my last common test paper.. Didnt really study.. Hope i can pass =P But tmr will be a great day~ Gonna meet up with 3sa and Sr + probably yz and pat for some J.Art gallery at SAM~ Can't wait =)

This post is specially for you Marc even if you won't be reading this. lol. Had some great time with you and the rest for the past 3 years. I don't even remember how we became this close already. Ok this is going to sound kckc but i'm still gonna say..

No matter what happens RaYz will always be here for you~ If you have any problems feel free to discuss it with me.. Despite how i seems to be not serious at times i can be quite a good listener! And no i wont be promoting health products to you LOL! Friends Forever ya~ Hope you would do well in your NS~

+~Juz My FaNtaSY~+

baxxx!

2008-10-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

天空.. 已经放晴了.. 而我.. 也不再想你了..

I Have thought it through =)

Seems like my life will be back to normal..

Ya.. So.. bye le my blog. Till i'm fan nao again next time =)

+JuZ mY FaNtaSY+

Forgetting

2008-09-29T12:46:00.002+08:00

Forgetting About Everything is Juz Great. I wanna be myself. =)

Thx Jesse + lexx for chatting with me ytd. Thx Kb and QQ for going out. I feel better already =D

BUT...

I am still not feeling very right though. Why can't everything happen 3 years ago? I would be more confident if that were the case.

+JuZ mY FaNtaSY+

games

2008-09-16T01:28:00.002+08:00

A = 1st priority (1st day purchase)
B = 2nd priority (Will get it someday in my life)
C = 3rd priority (Might get most likely 2nd hand)
D = Not even on my list.. So don expect to see it on my list.

14 Oct:
Golden Axe: Beast Rider (C)
Fifa 09 (B)
Dead Space (C)

19 Oct:
Rock Band 2 (B)

21 Oct:
Bioshock (A)
LittleBigPlanet (A)
Eternal Sonata (A)
Legendary: The Box (C)
Far Cry 2 (B)

28 Oct:
The Legend of Spyro : Dawn of the Dragon (C)
Fallout 3 (B)

4 Nov:
Resistance 2 (A)
Naruto: Ultimate Ninja Storm (A)

11 Nov:
Valkyria Chronicles (B)

18 Nov:
Prince of Persia Prodigy (C)

So many titles so little money.

+Poor-ed+

1234

2008-09-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

Ignore my previous few emo posts. I'm back to normal. Bye.

+Back To Normal+

kkk

2008-09-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel so left out today? I have no idea.

My room grew in size.. Its twice its original size.. and the packing is 90% done. Threw away so many things.

I'm supposed to go out with MCPS people today but was too tired to wake up. In the end i just stayed at home the whole day. Wanted to ask people out for dinner but.. Nvm.

Tomorrow WILL BE a better day. I think..?

Going out with Yz Pat and whoever else.. Kbox-like-thing. But Yz is leaving early. =(

Really feels wrong today. Finally gonna be able to meet u soon. But.. Its just not enough. To you i might just be some random friend that you met sometime in your life. But to me you are more then that. k nuff said.

Waiting for:
Little Big Planet
Resistance 2
Naruto: Ultimate Ninja Storm
Valkerie Profile
White Knight Chronicles
FarCry2
BioShock
Eternal Sonata
Prince of Persia

All releasing between Sept to Nov.. Except Wkc.. Gonna be so poor.. I want a job.

+Over-Thinking Life Since FF7+

Light

2008-09-12T01:31:00.003+08:00

The Light..
Where is it?
The cloud.. Is blocking out the light. And before i know it, darkness fell.
I looked around, searching for you.
Yet, all i could see is darkness.
I reached out..
Nothing.
There is nothing.
Where.. Is.. The.. Light..?
Where is the path.. That i have been looking for.
Where is the one person.. That i have been yearning for.
Show me the light.. Guide me to the path.. Hold my hands and bring me towards you..
Give me the warmth.. The light.. That i have been searching for all these times..
The light.. Did not appear..
At least..
Not yet..

Packed my room the whole day.. 60% done. Someone has forgotten me today. Ok someTWO. Didnt expect the packing of my room to be so tiring. Hates it.

Dug out alot of memorable stuff.. Flipped through some year books.. Everyone looks so young and cute back then. Yes everyone changed.

Found some drawings i did back then as well.. Those good memories.. I realised i only did about 5% of my overall homework back then. My exercise books look newer then my poly books. Found a whole bunch of chem papers where i got A1s though.. Thx Tan Kee Hoe.. My sec 3~4 chem teacher.

Realised i grew up so much. I hate growing up. Never hated it more then this before.

Watched Lan Qiu Huo today. Abit disappointed though.. The story is so shallow.. Xiao zhu is very funny.. Err that's about it.. Maybe girls will like this show more.

So.. Sumary of my day.. Woke up, slack around, watched lan qiu huo, surf net, pack room, now. Days without you sux. Hope to go out again soon.

+Overthinking life since FF7+

The Rain.

2008-09-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

The Rain.
It won't stop.
Can someone.. Anyone.. Stop the rain for me?
My life.. My world.. My heart.. My soul..
It is falling apart.
I want you in my arms. Yet, I'm too afraid.
I want you to look my way, be my audience, listen to my voice, sing my song.
I just want you to be in my life. Be part of what i treasure.
The rain..
Is still falling..
Even heavier then before..

Back to reality.. MQ came over to play Ps3. Ao2 together. An earring is spotted. MQ is beng-ified. Next thing i expect MQ to do will be to smoke.

Kind of happy that i didn't get myself beng-ified. Love my style. =)

Hope my life will change soon.

Hope to see you soon.

+Sumarizing Life Since FF7+

Life~

2008-09-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

Life~

A strange little word..

What's life? How do we know that we are actually living? Could this all be a dream? Life.. Is it defined by the moment, our memories or the future that all of us are waiting for?

People drifts apart and people comes together.. Haven't been out with magic people recently.. No idea why.. Everyone is busy with his/her stuffs.. Haven't been out with Kek and Marc recently too. Hope to hang out soon.

I don't think anyone will be reading this anyways.. especially not you.

Wished im a little braver. So many things could have happened.. Yet.. I did not do it. I'm afraid of losing you. Even if it means keeping my distance, I would probably continue like this. Just being able to see you once in a while and having a little time on our own is enough. Ya whatever.

Everyone is having problems recently.. And yes. EVERYONE. Kek and Marc is busy A lvlsing, Sean is O lvlsing, Vinc is entering NS SOON, Andrew going through the aging yet no wife problem, Alex is emoing as usual, Yz is hving her own problems.. And yes me.. I'm over-thinking about my life.

Life is so wrong.. Wondering what i should really do to cure myself from this bored-ness (is that even a word?) that i ALWAYS seems to have. At least i had fun since last week. Forced myself to be positive recently. Kind of worked but yesterday got some news that totally shocked me. Btw this is to you. Ya you know who you are but i don't think you would actually read this..

"Yo gal, Must learn how to love yourself more k? If all else fails theres always me here to lend you a shoulder or to back you up. Yup =)"

K summary of my day.. Not too bad.. Not too good either. No Hebe-girl means fail. Yes kb u cheated me.

+Summarizing my life since FF7~+

Wooo

2008-06-27T14:46:00.001+08:00

Happy bdae to me wooo~

+FF7~+

New PSP + FF7: CC Design!!!

2007-08-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

New PSP + FF7: CC Design!!!

"The contents of that mysterious "Final Fantasy VII 10th Anniversary Limited" package for Crisis Core have finally been revealed. One of the many PSP-related surprises at today's PlayStation Premiere press conference in Tokyo, Square Enix announced that the package will bundle Crisis Core with an exclusive Buster Sword strap and a limited edition PSP (slim model), all for 25,890 yen.

The included limited edition PSP is an original color variation for the new slim model PSP unit. On top of its silver finish, the unit features character and logo decals and a unique serial number.Square Enix will produce only 77,777 of these systems.

We expect them to go fast. After all, the Crisis Core bundle hits retail on 9/13, a full week before the PSP redesign will see official release." - Review from IGN

WOW!!! im gonna get it!!! though i hv a psp already =.=" im juz such a FF7 fan!!!

FF7: Crisis Core Release Date: 31st dec 2008.

Abit long but.. who cares? it juz meant i can save up for FF13 1st!

Pics of the new SLIM PSP:

+FF7~+

Pro-Me

2007-08-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

Pro-Me

Woohoo!!! i've completed my ff7 again! lol.. 3rd time le.. finished it in less den 1 week.. mayb coz i played it b4? but this time it feels ezier coz the last time i played ff7 was back when i was 12 or 13.. lol time sure flies! haiz de game is soooo nostalgic la! i love playing ff7!!!

Currently waiting for the PSP game called FFVII: Crisis Core.. i can only say.. KNN CHIO!!!! de graphic lyk sooooooo nice! its wayyyyy chioer den de nicest PSP game graphic i hv seen so far!!! guess i shall post a few pic of it!

Wow rite? lol! main char is Zack, Cloud's fren.. the storyline of this game happened BEFORE the original FF7 itself.. the gameplay is super pro as well!!! WAAAAA!!! I WANNA PLAY CRISIS CORE!!!

And next.. say hi to the next generation of final fantasy.. FF XIII:

Hope it comes out faster ><" i'm gonna get a PS3 juz for this game!!!

+Feel Her Pain+

100% Nice!

2007-07-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

100% Nice!

WOW recently i've been reading a series called Ichigo 100%.. ok b4 any of u goes "ahh hentai!" its actually a romance humour series.. read it for de romance and humour part... ok maybe a little for de Ecchi part la =P this series has definately took the place of "The best Romace Manga" in my heart.. previous holder was Ai Yori Aoshi.. love both series actually but this 1 has more cute gals ><"

Of all the female chars in this series, my fav is Aya Toujou.. She is...

.. Not very attractive in the beginning.. but after she took of her glasses and changed her hairstyle.. wow~

Shes my fav anime char now! shortly falling behind her is.. Tifa from FF7 and Elie from Rave. lol! shes cute, shy, super lovable.. and SO MY TYPE!! hmm makes me wonder if there are gals wif such a nice personality and looks.. LOL! i guess not.. haiz.. wish i were born in an anime or something..

This series is vvvvv nice.. highly recommended from rAYZ LOL! love every char in it.. dey are so.. REAL.. but i would recommend de manga rather den anime coz... de anime crammed so many things together.. and it doesnt hv an ending.. lol wooh!

+100% Enjoying+

!$#^%$#%#

2007-07-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

!$#^%$#%#

What a BZ week! lol!!!

Last week..
Sat - Xth ed game day.. lousy day dowan 2 think bout it T.T
sun - played at simei JJ.. juz another magic day!
This week...
mon - kindda forgot wad i did.. lol...
tues - went 2 watch harry potter wif jy and kb.. THX KB FOR TREATING!! LOL!! dis ep of harry potter sux.. its lyk no focus at all.. all this ep says is.. "THAT GUY IS BACK.. TE TE TE TEEEE..." k dats all... lol.. but the effect v nice.
today - alexsi stole my zoo'goyf deck T.T i wan it back!!!!!

hebe rox =P

+You Know What+

woohoo

2007-07-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

WooHoo~

Oreiwa pro-desu

+You Know What+

JuzAnotherNub

2007-06-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

JuzAnotherNub

Magic.. Its a lifestyle, My lifestyle.

Hmm realise no1 actually reads my blog now LOL. hmmm i shall juz treat this as my "log book" from now on.

~came back from Msia. bought 2 jackets the food there rox.
~bought some cards
~father's bdae ytd
~hebe's on tv now
~love hebe

WAHAHAHAHA 2day played magic wif dey all.. me + sy owned wq+alexsi+justin! woohoo~ yea. bb.

+Loving Her 1314+

baldie

2007-05-27T17:43:00.000+08:00

Baldie

ha! baldie! kakaka!!

it all started ytd after me royce n the other guy (kind of 4got the name =P) finished playing magic.. the other guy built a new deck.. one dat i alwaez wanna build.. NARCROBRIDGE WTF WTF!? luckily his version is different from mine... i shall prove 2 u dat mine is better!!! aniwaez beat him 2x wif my UG tempo scryb&force deck.. but lost 2 him once.. sian.. ok back 2 de story.. we went 2 "the other guy's" house n played magic dere coz its too early for us 2 go home.. haha.. den after playing we took de lift down n saw a bald guy.. his head really shaved till OMGWTFBBQ style haha.. he came into de lift n my eyes were immediately attracted up towards his head LOL den he looked at me n say "nvr see a bald guy b4 ar?" wa lao eh lyk so pai seh la! hahaha! den he comment on my hair say wad go dye nice n stuff.. so funny. den after we reached ground lvl, me n royce walked diff direction. kakaka wad a fun day!

2day is a stupid day.. rest de whole day.. nth much le.. sian.. time for tv!

+Loving Her 1314+

Love the sky..

2007-05-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

Love The Sky..

No real reason.. juz love it.. no matter if its morning or night sky.. cloud rox(not refering to ff7's cloud here.. but he rox too).. de blue sky rox.. but starry sky is still de best!! lol..

hmm juz revived my reanimator deck.. but dats juz a base for my new deck aka.. NECROBRIDGE!!! kakaka hope i can afford those new cards.. hmm should b can ba... saw a super chio bu on de bus today.. she gave me de "WA KAO SG GT SOOO CHIO DE GAL AR!?" feel.. too bad im only taking dat bus for ONE stop.. haiz so lang fei.. if only.. lol!

S.H.E's new album simply rox! its soooo dam nice la! guess i will intro u all de songs!!

01. 中國話
02. 謝謝你的溫柔
03. 聽袁惟仁彈吉他
04. 五月天
05. 藉口
06. BOOM
07. 再別康橋
08. 倫敦大橋垮下來
09. 說你愛我
10. 好心情Just be yourself (達芙妮年度廣告歌曲)
11. 老婆

personally i prefer 聽袁惟仁彈吉他, 五月天, 再別康橋, 倫敦大橋垮下來 & 說你愛我 over the others.. 謝謝你的溫柔 oso v nice too bad 飛輪海 totally spoiled de song.. i hate dem la..

btw.. i juz found out bout something.. S.H.E is coming SG @ 1st june.. but the only prob is.. IM GOING M'SIA ON DAT DAY!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF!?!?!?!?!? T.T can any1 help me get some S.H.E box??? haiz.. its a only-1-day trade thing.. ok i dono wad im saying liao.. hope dey can come SG more often.. haiz.. WO AI HEBE!!!!

+Loving Her 1314+

Somehow..

2007-05-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

Somehow..

Dreamt of u dat day.. really shouldnt dream of u de.. but all we did was lean 2 each other on de bus for the whole trip.. but it was a very nice feeling.. i hv everything i need in my life now.. except someone to lean to.. dere isnt de need 2 even tok.. juz quietly leaning to each other n noeing we love each other n dats enuf.. haiz..

aniwaez i love my deck.. kakaka.. orochi-deck!!! lol.. not really but my deck is filled wif snakes dats all kakaka.. ok dats all. hebe rox ^^

+Loving Her 1314+

Loving it~

2007-05-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

Loving it~

~Hebe
~fu zhen
~uNoeWho
~Magic the gathering
~My Com
~My LapTop
~My PSP
~Myself
~My Frenz
~Hebe Again. lol!
~food
~owning nubz n proz aka owning everyone
~building decks
~Stars
~Dreams

+Loving Her 1314+

Shes The Best~

2007-05-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

Shes The Best~

+Loving Her 1314+

i hate squash

2007-04-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

I Hate Squash.

hate it.

+Char Mouse Will Own You+

juzanotherday

2007-04-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

JuzAnotherDay

A Kiss Is Like An Oath, A Promise To Love Each Other Forever.

+counting down 2 days+
+counting down 3 days+
+counting down 10 days+

Magic fever

2007-04-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

Magic Fever

Finnally, after wad seems lyk an eternity, im back to make an super god-like entry! kakaka..

mq came to my house @ 1+ den we started discussing abit bout magic since de PRERELEASE!!!*%@#&**^@ is coming!!! ha! time for another great win from master rAYZ i see here!! =3 den mq went 2 do his hw while i continue doing my stuff.

went 2 lan wif marc n kek @ 4 den jar n his bro joined us shortly after.. mq so own now.. haiz.. but no1 can beat me @ artic!! HA! ok i kid of sound lyk kek by doin all de ha! things so i shall stop doin it =P

after lanning dey came 2 my house 2 play magic.. a new format introduced by marc.. its known as "assasination" lol. u r supposed 2 kill ur target den whoever killed his target wins.. den i owned dem all!!! ok la 1st match lost thx to mq healing life + marc got dat whenever opponent gain life add dat much +1/+1 counter creature.. =.=" i got beat down to death.. but kokusho owned dem all in de 2nd round! making a double winner.. aka me n kek! haha.. den akroma came 2 defeat all evils!! owned kek! hahaha.. so im de overall winner! =3

Venue: Singapore Expo Conference Halls G, H & J

Event Date: 21 & 22 Apr 2007

Event Time: 8.30am - 2.30pm, 3pm - 8.30pm

Admission Fee:Public - Free

Participants - S$40 per Event and S$35 for subsequent event

pre-release is coming!! I WISH I CAN TIME TRAVEL TO DAT DAY!!! AHHH CANT WAIT 4 IT~!!!

+Char! Mouse Will Own U+

shoot ya 2 death

2007-03-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

Shoot Ya 2 Death~!!!

went 2 lan 2day wif the weaponz.. obviously i owned dey all =P cs was so fun.. marc kind of lose form 2day n got owned by kek so many times.. den kek lyk on form but of coz im still better lol.. den there is de display pic = omgwtfbbq guy.. aka jar.. he only muo muo dere kena shot by us.. haiz.. so sad.. yea 2day quite tired le.. so tmr den give a better entry ba!! kakaka!!!

+Char! Mouse Will Own U~!+

nubcake

2007-03-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Nubcake

Marcus' idea, my creation. presenting.... Nubcake..

words from the creators:

Marcus,"Beautiful work."

rAYZ,"My greatest work ever! coz its my 1st piece of work =P"

viewers please give some comments!

A great friday, a great draft.

2007-03-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

A Great Friday, A Great Draft.

nth much 2 say bout 2day so i shall tok bout ytd..

met mq @ simei @ 5 den we went 2 de JJ 2 look around.. saw de bunch of ygo players again.. roar clog up de place how we draft sia!!! lol.. ya den we went 2 see if de boosters r in.. but.. DEY R STILL OUT OF STOCK!!! dis time even time spiral is out of stock.. so we went 2 bk 2 sit down n wait for cz n vinson 2 come..ya den met dem n we decided 2 draft mirrodin.. since its $3 per pack only.. so in de end i paid $9 for de draft.. den we went BK 2 draft..

we played "pull rare" style, which is after de game every1 hv 2 take out all de rares n let de winner pick 1st n so on la.. at 1st i didnt wanna pull rare coz cz is sooo strong in draft n i didnt play mirrodin draft much ma.. but he convinced me 2 play "pull rare".. den cz lyk opened "CHROME MOX~"

i can only say.. $20 card.. i drafted a red-blue-black deck featuring "fiery gambit"

lady luck was on my side ytd.. n i magage 2 flip 3 heads twice! once against cz and once against vinson! lol i so rox la.. dey got utterlessly owned by dis card lol.. cant imagine its 1 of my last picks.. haha!! im so tyco! but sadly.. mq got owned by cz and vinson.. so he juz gave his 3rd match to me so i can get de chrome mox.. in return i gave him all the other crap rares.. lol.. thx mq!! so i earned $11 ytd! haha.. my 1st chrome mox dat i've won! kakaka! ok dats all for ytd.. and yea fiery gambit is a good card! i shall make a deck around it nxt time! buaiz!

` Meowx =3

^^

2007-03-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

^^

WAD A GREAT DAY!!! hahaha~!!! super happy 2day sia had lots of fun wif u! hope we can go out again some other time! haha.. yea thx 4 everything!

saw dis dog juz now when i was wif my fren.. it soooooooooo cute rite?? haha! hope i can hv a dog too!

` Meowx =3

T.T

2007-03-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

T.T

for some reasons, im super sick 2day.. block nose, headache n stuff roar!!! hope i recover soon.. perhaps its bcoz my illness hv ended its cny holiday n came bac 2 look for me T.T.. ARGH!!!

hmm my qn of de day.. y do ppl appear off9 in msn? kek's theory - "appear off9 to see whos on9 den if nobody is on9 den he will keep appearing off9 till some1 interesting comes on9" lol imagine every1 thinks lidat.. every1 will b waiting for every1 else to come on9.. n no1 will b on9 n every1 will appear off9! lol so lame sia..

im tired. tmr den submit a normal post ba.. btw.. look @ dis card

i can only say its so dam powerful! lol.. ok i remember wee long using dis in his graveyard resurrection deck.. its so pro la.. wadever u choose for him 2 throw into de graveyard he will still get it back via things dat can resurrect creatures.. nxt time i shall show a card dat ive been using!

`Meowx =3

B aN anGeL, B mY anGeL.

2007-03-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

B aN anGeL, B mY anGeL.

`Meowx

My blog is dead

2007-02-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

My blog is dead.

ya so true. dead. ok mayb not so dead. lol it juz need a rest.. ok mayb its i need a rest =P jajaja.. lets start from monday nite. kek, marc, jar, din, mq came 2 draft wif my booster box lol.. 1st port was gd.. i got second.. mq gt 1st.. he took alot of my black n blue cards.. ok den 2nd port i tio utterlessly owned coz im too tired n played a 5 colours deck LOL.. ya den de nxt day... nth much happened so lets skip!

ytd.. went 2 jar's house 2 bai nian den ate @ de hawker center near his house.. den de day is over LOL wad a lame day! but we had fun tgt.. ya saw teng ming on a passing bus.. he was lyk waving @ us but none of us could recognise him LOL.. ok den he sms me say we all dao him lol. too bad ^^ ya another day passed

2day.. its a omgwtfbbq day.. renny called me @ 1230 saying "oi jiawei whr r u now? we hv maths exam now leh we r going in le" im lyk OMGWTFBBQ!? I THOUGHT EXAM STARTS NXT WEEK!? WTF WTF DIE LA!!! den i took a cab n rush dere.. but guess wad.. I ENDED UP IN DE WRONG VENUE!! WTF WTF!!! luckily de module coordinator brought me 2 de rite 1 n let me take de paper lol.. @ least i wont fail dis paper.. heng ar.. ok den went 2 eugene's house 2 play black jack. lol lost in de beginning but won back.. in de end i won $1 lol.. didnt bet big ma.. not lyk manuel lol shen jing bing sia him.. he lost $100!!! wtf = 2/3 a booster box!! in de end eugene lost $50 his fren lost $60 n stuff.. n whr did de cash go? into alex's pocket =.=" he won $200 sia wtf la.. so pro.. nvm den went 2 yishun 2 buy manga.. in de end found out dis week don hv so i bought 4 booster packs.. alot of useless cards n a GROUNDBREAKER~ woo its $18 according to wei min.. which means comics connection gave me 4 free boosters lol so happy! ok went home n rest till now.. not much happened liao.. hope tmr faster come! deres buffet @ my house!! woo! k sayo!

` Meowx =3

Welcome de Pig~!!!

2007-02-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Welcome de Pig~!!!

2day is a great day!!! went out in de morning n2 bai nian! finally waxed my hair after 1 month+ lol.. so cool my new hairstyle can spike.. ok abit la.. den wore my new clothes n met mq.. found out he bought psp too lol.. aniwaez played his GTA vice city story! lol de graphic so much better den liberty city.. bbut de main char is a black.. lol..

1st stop - some relative i call "LAO TIO" house
his house is still as magnificient as ever.. wif de tiger skin n stuff.. lol.. we were dere for about 2 hours.. waiting 4 de lion dance troops 2 come n perform but in de end dey nvr appear for some reason.. me n mq was lyk eating their snacks for de whole 2 hours.. lol.. so nice la de snacks.. den we moved on 2 de nxt stop.

2nd stop - de temple dat my grandfather's ashes r kept in
went dere but didnt do much.. juz offered some incense(dono how 2 spell) 2 my grandfather.. den went 2 de air con area 2 rest lol.. its a hot day~~!!! ya den we continued our journey.

3rd stop - edwin's ah mah's house
ya shes my ah mah too ba.. but i think i call her lao ging or something lol 4got le.. nvm went 2 her house n bai nian den went 2 chat wif edwin.. ya my another couz.. after dat n93 uncle n my fucked up uncle watched some video on youtube.. de internet dere is lyk so weak la.. it loads lyk ant.. lol.. ok watched a few christ angel video n its time 4 us 2 go!!!

4th stop (final stop) - home sweet home
came back home @ 6+ n my day is back to normal yay!

got $400 for cny 2day.. my dad still haven appear.. so sian lol.. arg kek's dad gave him $880!!! its lyk totally OWNED me!! wtf! gonna kidnap him someday lol.. ya n my sentence of de day is.. Its cny ppl!!! all de unhappiness n bad stuff should b left behind for good!!! time for de good luck 2 come~!!! happy cny lo ppl!!! sayo!

` Meowx =3

Last Day of Kek Hwee Yr

2007-02-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

Last Day of Kek Hwee Year

lol its de last day of de year monkey!! aka de year kekhwee!! don b sad k kek? it will b ur year again in 12 years time! lol.. n its almost time for de pig's year!!!

edit: realised last yr is dog yr lol its renny yr!!! nvm aniwaez kek's yr is 11 yr later!! ok kek u muz b happier after noeing dis rite? haha!!

so many things happened dis few days man!! ok ytd.. actually wanted 2 meet de gang n watch fireworks de but i chose 2 spend my nite wif my dearest 1.. lol.. ya den went 2 draft wif my magic buddies n got owned.. utterlessly trashed.. i was so unlucky ytd.. my old ez link card (de 1 wif my super cute photo de) gt confistcated by a fucking BANGLAH bus driver!!! its lyk wtf la! he wan me go some office 2 get back summore.. argh!!! nvm i shall do it on monday. den bought a booster box too.. ya u noe SGD140 gone.. suan le cny coming!! n its time for ang bao!!

ok 2day.. went 2 eat tuan yuan fan @ my grandmother's house @ dover.. sibei far sia.. took a cab coz my dad say he would return me de money @ my grandma's house.. took de cab n its lyk $5.50 once i got on.. wth la.. i can buy a booster pack wif dat money.. arg!!! ya nvm den halfway dere my mum called me n ask me on de way go fetch her.. den she anyhow tell me de road name.. we searched for her on de stretch of tiong baru road.. lol de road is freaking long la.. tamade.. we went 2 search de red hill side as she said but in de end shes on de other side.. in de end by de time we reached dover de taxi fare is $24... wtf wtf wtf!!! but luckily my mum paid 4 it lol.. den ate dinner etc.. ya.. everything was going well.. till my dad says hes not coming 4 de dinner!! wth la bluff me! i shouldnt hv came.. lol.. but wadever.. he still owes me so much things.. stupid lao ba.. arg!! now still haven see dao him la.. call him oso dowan 2 listen sms he oso nvr reply! arg!!!! y my dad lidat de!? roar @ him!!! don lemme see him if not i will rip of his head off!! er.. ok @ least don let me see him 2nite.. lol.. ya den came home n whoo~ dats all! haha.. i hope monday faster come!! its time 4 de draft~~~ k sayo!

` Meowx =3

some random email from some random fren

2007-02-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

Some Random Email From Some Random Friend

lol my fren sent me dis email of my "personality"(?) lol dono wad i should call it

.:CANCER:. The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

ya so true. dont u all agree?

` Meowx =3

What a lousy day

2007-02-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

Wad A Lousy Day.

1 word. Pangseh-nation. sayo.

` Meowx =3

Power Of Magic~

2007-02-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

Power Of Magic~

PBFSTS: WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NIIII~~~!!!! dats my only feeling now! lol.. n my ni is who? guess? yea my frens would noe 4 sure. You gave me de power i need 2 reign supreme over the others, u gave me de interest 2 continue living, u let me see wad i can actually do.. datz y i wanna say.. WO AI NI YI BEI ZI~~!!!!

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢我用背叛自己完成你的期盼..

2day is such a fun n long day! it almost seems lyk 2 days lol.. in de morning went 2 skool 4 my eg 1002 common test.. hmm dat test is.. hard~ but @ least i think i wont fail ba.. coz i gt revise dis test haha.. ya den after de stupid test my class went down 2 de usual south canteen 2 eat.. jason said he hv 2 withdraw money 1st so 3/4 of de class accompanied him 2 de shopping arcade 2 w/d lol.. shing yen bought his dark choco while i bought my white 1.. it was eaten up by my classmates b4 i knew it lol.. only ate 4 pieces.. nvm sharing is good. den went bac 2 south canteen n ate chicken rice coz im poor~ 2day.. haha.. ya den went home wif pxhx after dat.. haha wq n jason! u 2 got maths test @ 2 =P..

went home n rested de whole afternoon.. den some relative came 2 give my family some new yr gift lol.. took a photo secretly of their "trade"

oya my ah mah bought a super oversized mandrine orange plant ytd lol.. its lyk siao la same height as me!

after dat i went 2 hv an afternoon nap.. ahh so shu fu la.. i keep hving afternoon naps dis few days.. think im really toooo tired le ba..

after my nap went 2 simei world of JJ 2 play draft lol.. got 2 noe 2 new frens.. shawn n er.. de other 1 i 4got his name =.=" srry! lol.. ya den saw andrew too.. hes a katong player too! so cool la! n wei min is late by 1 hour haha.. met vincent 1st n played wif his affinity deck.. so weak de.. he anyhow build de.. i bet i can build 1 better den his anytime! haha.. ok mayb not. after dat drafted wif dem.. i totally 4got how 2 draft sia.. i juz anyhow pick cards n in de end ended up wif a green/white life gain deck =.=" lol got 1st in de end summore.. ok la coz is not enuf time den i somehow won 2 games den dey let me get 1st de.. but i still OWNED dem all! jajaja.. den after dat we went 2 BK 2 eat n continued playing n discusing bout magics.. de new combos/old combos/strong cards/etc. lol its lyk wow! i love it man!!! it reminded me of de past!! yay magic rox.. yea den after dat went home n yea magic~!!!!

` Meowx =3

Fixed!

2007-02-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

Fixed~!!!!

PBFSTS: 2day is a gd day. kai xin de yi tian! guess i shouldnt write weird things 2day ba lol..

恋爱i n g happy i n g心情就像是坐上一台喷射机恋爱i n g 改变 i n g改变了黄昏黎明有你都心跳到不行~

k done lol.. yea 2day.. let see.. woke up early.. real early.. about 6+ den get ready 2 go 2 skool.. coz cant afford 2 b late 4 my comm skills test lol.. yea after dat we went 4 "group study" in de end every1 juz talked dere instead of studying lol.. suan le.. after dat jason, kok beng, shang ying n alex accompanied justin 2 take his lap top.. yea n pxhx pang seh me for his frens T.T so i took train home 2day. jajaja!

yea reached home n my con start leaking again.. so my ah ma asked de air con repairman 2 come repair.

lol yea secretly took a photo of dat dude working.. his way of fixing dam funny la.. 1st he dismantled de whole thing den he pluck out a pipe den he blows water into it! lol.. lyk giving my aircon CPR lidat.. ok den fixed. ya. while hes fixing it i opened my window n found out de wind is actually quite strong here lol! mayb i should open my window more often

see? so strong sia de wind! my curtain almost bei chui zou!

lol den after dat i played wif my hp's multi shot lol..

ok its abit lame i noe.. but wo shuang jiu hao! lol.. ok oya juz received my couz zi yun de photo lol shes lyk become cuter le =P yea i oso got a ke ai de biao mei!! not only u kek!! lol!

yea shes de 1 infront. yea n shes still single! any1 interested? i can intro u oh! lol ok la enuf of craping le la dats all folks!

` Meowx =3

wooo pizza!

2007-02-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Wooo Pizza!!!

PBFSTS: super happy 2day man! dono y oso! maybe coz of de $80 i gt from my family 2day.. ok mq still owe me $10 x 4!!! faster return me la!! ok.. i feel happy yea dats all lol! coz.. i oso dono i should b feeling sad de but im not lol.. at least i noe u r still alive n kicking lol..

希望你能当我宝贝你一定不会后悔我只有一个要求就是要对你好永远不让你流泪永远都不让你心碎希望你相信我我们在一起好吗

lol ok start of de day.. i thought dere r skool but dere isnt.. which is wad kokbeng told me.. wadever no skool better can rest @ home n study.. but my con was still leaking lyk siao la.. so i turned it off 4 awhile den used de com.. no1 was on9 @ dat time so i went 2 read on some rules of magic den ya usual stuff.. den had a stupid noodle 4 breakfast n dats all lol.. ok den went 2 my mum's room 2 hide from my super hot room.. den after letting it rest awhile i came back n somehow its fixed!!! so miracle la! lol.. den ordered pizza which unfortunately.. haven come.. so.. ya.. im sooooo hungry now!! haha.. i wanna magic!! ><"

guess im gonna post some of my juz woke up pic lol.. here goes..

so shuai rite? =P

took dis after my shower lol.. can see de diff in hairstyle..

ya roar! lol..

n finally.. a cut dat mysteriously got dere lol.. dats all folks! sayo!

` Meowx =3

neck pain.

2007-02-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

Neck Pain

PBFSTS (preblog feeling/stuff 2 say) : "u stabbed a dagger through my heart n sealed it" had been sayin dis 4 so long la.. but found out its juz a jie kou 2 any more r/s.. haha.. nvm im loving my life as it is now.. found out U r still de 1 i cant 4get.. lol.. yea u.

以为我爱著孤独以为自己不会迷路以为自己跟自己再不用谁照顾以为我爱著孤独却又崩溃的无助谁能让我拥抱著尽情的哭?

2day is such a stupid day. nth much happened. woke up wif a neckache dats all.. ya another stupid day. hope tmr's a better day!!! oya one piece 296 rox.. nami totally owned de soap gal. de nxt 1 will b zoro's turn wooo! i wanna watch luffy vs luci!

stupid aircon leaking again.. argh. im so suay 2day.

` Meowx =3

...

2007-02-05T17:54:00.000+08:00

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nub day.

` Meowx =3

guitar is hard 2 learn..

2007-02-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

Guitar Is Hard 2 Learn

time 4 my new entry! alright.. i shall insert my preblog feeling/stuff 2 say as usual haha.. here goes... wonder y im doing dis.. gt de betrayal of kamigawa feel lol.. HAH! ninjutsu! return target creature n bang u 4 some effect! lolo nvm.. i dono if i should continue 2 do wad im doing now.. some1 help me!!! ok mayb i juz need some time thinking through..

lets tok bout ytd 1st.. went out wif de weaponz in de evening 4 dinner at kt.. stupid kek.. say bugis den i da ban hao hao le den change de venue 2 kt.. den i hv 2 change 2 a lousier set of clothes lol.. den after dinner went 2 lan.. played bf2, cs and wc3! in bf2 we totally owned de rebels.. den in cs kek tio trashed again.. lol.. but dis time his skills r much better!! ok den in wc3.. we played enfo survival.. my hero r lyk totally owned de enemy la! until.. de invisible tortoise came out.. we got pushed bac 2 our base den their strength built up n we lost.. lolo.. den we went home @ 1130+++ lolo.. ok end of ytd.

woke up in de morn n watched tv.. den went out in de afternoon 4 my guitar lesson.. its so hard la.. need 2 read all de musical notes.. in case u dono how dey look lyk.. here u go..

its so hard 2 read la! but at least i noe how 2 read it now.. den practiced dere till my fingers sore lol.. ok la coz i played wif my aunts lousy guitar @ home juz now.. den my finger abit pain.. 2day i learned bout de rythm.. its much harder den i hv expected.. im fine wif all de musical notes n rythm beat etc.. its only de hand-eye coordination part dats cozing my headache lol.. its so difficult 2 focus on 2 things la.. though i often multitask.. but dat juz sux.. jia you ar jw!! i can do it!!! den after de lesson went 2 eat pasta mania wif my couz nigel.. bought de usual creamy chicken n de set A lol.. eat till i almost explode la..shouldnt hv bought so much.. guess i wont eat pasta mania till much later ba.. i kept eating it dis few months.. ya den hv 2 bring some gals who r nigel's mum's student 2 their bus stop.. when dey see me i bet their feeling is "waa so shuai i wanna noe him !" lol.. too bad i.. i.. i... dono wad 2 say le lol.. ok la den came bac.. bus 16 is sooo crowded.. coz all going 2 indoor stadium 2 watch de superstar thing.. so noob la.. ok den reached home n watched tv.. n dats all 4 2day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

` Meowx =3

tired till lyk wad lidat

2007-02-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Tired Till Lyk Wad Lidat~

juz lyk my title has said.. im tired lyk wad lidat!!! argh! yea dis time my preblog feeling/stuff 2 say is... suddenly i miss u so much.. even if u hv already hv a shoulder 2 lie on or something, i wan u 2 noe dat i will alwaez b here 4 u, a port dat u could alwaez return 2 rest. ^^

ok enuf of my feelings le haha.. lets start 2day's entry!!! ok woke up in de morning 2 go 2 skool.. ya stupid jy msged me at 2am last nite =.=" argh!!! wake me up 4 wad sia! lol.. ok aniwaez.. i woke up late n was late 4 my 1st class.. luckily de tcher still marks me as present.. den went 2 my stupid chao tiang ming crappy programming lesson.. did my lab test lol.. thx 2 shing yen i managed 2 complete it n got a B! haha.. im soprolar.. ok den had my equiz.. on paper style lol.. dat 1 i think i might fail haiz.. but who really cares.. its juz programming.. somehow i could pass de.. after dis my class went 2 eat den dey went 2 eugene's house 2 play basketball while i went home 2 get ready 4 my weaponz outing lol..

alrite weaponz outing.. hmm wad 2 say.. its fun! went 2 meet jia yin n bryan coz dey were already at pw.. ya i was so tired dat time.. gt de da bu qi jing shen de feeling haha.. den went 2 see dogs n stuff.. den we saw jarryl.. walking 2wards a bus stop.. haha so jy + me sneaked up behind him lol.. bryan went 2 find his fren.. some gal wif v hard 2 pronounce name.. but we gt caught on while following him haha.. nvm aniwaez we left him dere n went 2 find bryan.. hmm coz we KNEW dat hes juz waiting for sibei ><" gratz kek! u might gain another couz anytime soon =P

ya den we met bryan at popular n jar + sibei came too.. den de f***ing ah neh called me!!! n ask me do my e assignment.. its lyk wth sia.. how 2 do now!? lolo.. den she threatens 2 fail me.. wadever la.. who cares its juz english.. ya den we went 2 mac n waited 4 marc n kek.. found out kek key siao again.. n he wont b meeting us till dinner time.. ok den marc came n we went 2 play pool.. i lyk so OWNED every1 la! ok la.. juz kidding i didnt play at all lol.. i hate pool.. thx 2 dat bad experience.. den after dat went east coast n sit dere 4 vvvvv long.. den yuzhen smsed me n told me she saw me at pw... den shes coming east coast too.. den later on still say we at mac or something =.=" shes lyk obviously stalking us la!! lol.. ok aniwaez bac 2 topic.. watched de sunset.. its so nice.. hope i can watch it wif u someday.. haiz.. i so miss de time when we can juz go out tgt whenever we lyk haha.. now its all too late.. argh i strayed too far again.. ok dis is de sunset pic i took!

den after dat went 2 eat at mac.. oya kek came b4 dis.. n he was hving a bad mood again.. haha.. but he was fine slightly afterwards.. den after macing we went 2 play arcade.. hmm den we saw lucinda!? ok nvm don tok bout her.. lol den played some games.. n we decided 2 send jia yin home.. ok la actually we juz wanna stay out abit later lolo.. but jia yin u muz ty us k? haha.. ok den we went home n ya im soooo tired!!! so sayo!

` Meowx =3

its a lame day

2007-01-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

its a lame day.

Wooo I so rox la! lol dono y i said dat but yea i so rox la! ><"

woke up at 11+ dis morning.. im late 4 my class gathering.. but luckily skool starts at 1pm 2day.. ate breakfast at home 2day.. my house food is getting suckier everyday.. hope yida can upgrade her cooking skills lol.. den went 2 skool lyk usual.. but dis time some guy came 2 sit nxt 2 me on de bus.. its lyk wtf la.. de whole bus has so many empty seat n he sits nxt 2 me... hmm yea den he tok 2 some malay sitting at de other side.. ya im sitting at de last row.. den he keeps pointing outside n almost hit my head! i hv de "hit me n i shall kill u" feel dat time lol.. lucky he didnt touch dao wo.. den de malays alighted n dat old guy went 2 sit at de other side which is originally de malay's seat.. den i reached my skool n de lesson went on 4 usual.. but dis time im listening instead of juz slacking haha.. can feel de stress liao..

2day's skool only lasts 4 2 hours haha.. but we stayed in skool 4 2 more hours.. coz wq wanna ask kb help him in some stuff.. n most of us stayed back.. ya i stayed back too.. juz 4 de sake of staying in de skool lol.. n waiting 4 pengx hongx..

ya den after dat i went home n rest n stuff.. oh ya suddenly realised liang zhi lian ren so nice la! lol dono y oso.. cao ge songs so nice la! lol.. any1 thinks so too??

hmm since im somewhat free now.. its time 2 intro de weaponz!!!

first up! its my ultimate weapon kek! took dis photo 2 yrs ago lol.. we r de GODZILLAZ! jajaja so cool la.. kek is a nice guy though hes abit short tempered.. den very zhong se qing you oso =P den sometimes his attitute is not v good but other times hes a fun guy 2 be wif! he alwaez wax his hair until lyk wad liddat de..

Nxt up! itis marcus!! hes de "negative" guy in our group, he alwaez give weird weird comments de.. he might seem dao at 1st but once u switch into his chn he can tok none stop!!! even if u ignore him he will still keep toking! lol experienced dat during 1 of our outing when we were toking bout warcraft den i went on 2 tok 2 kek but hes still mumbling 2 himself some warcraft things! lol! overall hes a very nice guy, a good fren dat u can confide in n stuff!

last but not least! jarryl! haha hes another fun guy but hes almost alwaez de guy dat is late!ARGH!! plz try not 2 be late nxt time jar! at 1st sight he might seem scary/aggressive/verocious/*feel out all the other scary terms here urself* lol but when u get 2 noe more bout him u will find out hes a very nice guy! lol.. another zhong se qing you bastard =P jkjk! haha.. ok.. im getting tired.. dats all for chapter 1 of ultimate weaponz! nxt time i shall write about Rayz' weaponz! (good fren but not de best fren) yea sayo!

` Meowx =3

Its a great day!

2007-01-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

Its A Great Day~!!!

decided 2 blog early 2day since im not so bored now lol.. i don wan boring blog entry everyday!haha

didnt expect i would say dat but.. its a great day! lol.. skool was quite fun 2day.. went 2 skool in de morning n had a boring lesson.. almost fell aslp but cant since its "revision" period lo.. hmm den had my breakfast n went for my lab test.. i screwed up =.=" dono la but somu said my curve is wrong.. haiz.. ok den went 2 a tutorial class 2 slack.. we made some indian joke 2day n its funny.. lol srry veera! den went 4 our last period.. de teacher abit crzy as usual.. haha she was acting cute de whole time man! so buay da han her lor! lol.. den shes so "meng zhen" hmmm dono how 2 explain dis word but its lyk very ARGH~!!! !(%#*!(# lo.. lol.. since im tokin bout my class now.. guess i should show my "class photo" n tok abit bout every1 in our class!

[from left 2 right n in de back]helmi, zul,wei quan (our top gamer), alex (vk), manuel, somu veera.. salam?, pengxhongx, me, renny (they call him de dog i dono y.. but hes a good guy!), jason (some guy dat lyk 2 fart), kok beng (de smart guy dat we leech upon=P), eugene(a great guy juz dat he smokes ><") n shang ying! [those not in de pic] ruiling (our only gal), justin (some guy dat juz cut his hair) and shaiful (some fat guy dat don lyk 2 come skool).

hmmm den went home wif pengxhongx as usual.. den saw dis guy on de bus trying 2 slp

lol hes lyk squeezing his head into de corner of de seat n de window.. now i noe who causes all those ugly sweat marks on de window! =P n 2day is such a hot day!!!

ya super hot day man!! took a pic of de sun when im somewhr near my house lol.. hope de cloud faster come! alright seems lyk im done wif 2day haha cya tmr!!

` Meowx =3

yi ran shuai qi

2007-01-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

Yi Ran Shuai Qi

yi ran shuai qi de wo had a yi ran boring de day lol.. im so bored 2day la.. its lyk worse den ytd!! haha.. woke up early dis morning.. ok not so early.. at 8 den went 2 skool as usual.. went through those usual boring lesson n i can go home early 2day!! haha.. coz no more F***ing ah neh english lesson 2day.. last week was de last day haha.. den went 2 ps 2 meet sibei.. yea.. u muz b thinking.. hmm y meet sibei? lol coz muz treat her swensens coz she helped me wif my blog skin haha.. thx alot again.. de swensen's lunch rox la.. its lyk gt de main course + soup of de day + a ice cream + a cup of cola for $15 bucks per person only la!! lol.. den ate n ate n ate lol.. den after dat we went 2 walk around ps.. but ps is lyk so.. mei you ren de!!! lol.. went 2 see guitar too.. den we went home.. reached home n start doing my usual stuff.. 2day's ep of one piece rox!!! de newest 1 i watched on youtube rox too! lol.. den dl newest volume of bleach n naruto too.. dey rox too man! naruto juz showed his fuuton rasen shuriken lol.. juz some big wind shuriken la.. but its strong.. den in bleach sado can use his left hand 2 attack too! lol.. so cool la.. its an arm for attack! haha.. hmm dats all 4 2day.. n kek cheer up boy!!! we will alwaez b here 4 u!

a day of guitar

2007-01-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

A DAY OF GUITAR

2day is all about guitar man!! not really.. lol i woke up at 11, watched tv till 12+ den went dowastairs.. found out mq is downstairs already lol.. found out he came at 10am.. lol.. den had brunch n tok 2 mq de whole afternoon, toking bout magic de new combos.. told him bout de wall deck haha.. he got de wooh so cool! look hahah..

den i went out 4 my guitar lesson.. reached my guitar class at 420.. almost late.. lol.. aniwaez waited 4 a while n went in for my 1/2 hour lesson.. de tcher taught me how 2 read de music notes.. haha its actually quite ez.. but de hand eye coordination muz b v gd.. its so hard lor.. way harder den o2 Jam!!!! lol.. ok time flies when im learning guitar.. de class ended n i went 2 eat wif nigel n his mother.. den dey told me de xiao biao shu bullied nigel n my another couz ying ying dat day.. he lyk freaking beat dem up la! wtf lor! if im dere i will kill him 4 sure.. don let me see him bullying MY cousins.. im lyk soooo teng ai dem la.. n only I can bully nigel =P haha coz mine is de fun fun style ma.. yup.. i treat my couz lyk siblings lo.. how dare he bully dem la.. cant believe dat..

nvm.. den i went home.. n watch tv all de way haha.. nth much happened at nite actually.. juz dat i went 2 play my aunt's half broken guitar lol.. its lyk 1 line broke n so much bust is on it n its out of tune =.=" nvm i hv 2 make do wif it till my dad buy me my own haha.. dere dats de stupid guitar's pic...

its so screwed up lar!!! lol aniwaez.. dats all 4 2day! its time 2 watch apprentice~!!! sayo!

` Meowx =3

when ur tired n u noe u nudge kek hwee.. nudge nudge

2007-01-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

nudge nudge nudge nudge nudge... im so tired lol.. juz went out wif de group of weaponz 2day.. 2day is a tiring day.. woke up at 930 so i wont miss one piece.. which i fell aslp watching ytd.. lol.. n its nice!!! one piece rox! den i went 2 watch onepiece ep 293 + 294 on youtube.. its.. SONICELAR!!!! n my internet is ok ler!! wooooo!!! im so happy dat even my future children can feel de shock!!! lolo... ya den i went 2 slp.. more of close my eyes n rest la.. den jar smsed me.. n ask me whether i wanna go eat lol.. actually we were going bugis but in de end i managed 2 convinced him 2 go pw lol.. didnt wanna go too far.. yea reached pw den waited dere 4 a while n saw ????jar n sibei???? coming out of mac... n dey had their dinner dere.. THOUGHT WE WERE SUPPOSED 2 HV DINNER TGT??? wth u doing sia jar??? zhong se qing you de jia huo!!!

hmmm actually cant blame him la.. i would do de same if i were him =P ya den went 2 de bus stop wif dem.. sibei going 2 buy her hp wif her parents lol.. n oh no.. sibei saw my unwaxed hair + anyhow wear style lol... u should consider urself lucky not much gals hv saw me in dis mode.. aniwaez rayz is still de shuaiest! haha!

den kek came.. met him den left marc.. which is seriously late... den we went 2 bk 1st.. den he reached.. ate den we went 2 de arcade.. saw alot of weird weird ppl playing time crisis in weird weird pose lol.. hv a video 4 1 of dem but kek haven upload onto youtube.. so.. tmr ba~!
den we decided 2 go 2 a platform(?) on de 6th floor(?) of pw n sat dere n tok.. we talked till near 11 den we leave dere.. den home sweet home! haha im still de 1st 2 reach!! pw rox!! lol.. hmm ok dats all 4 2day no pics 2day? lol i shall upload some tmr!! sayo!

` Meowx =3

sick till lyk wad lidat..

2007-01-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

ya.. juz lyk de title had said.. im sick till lyk wad lidat ><" didnt slp v well last nite.. woke up every 2 hours.. dono y oso.. den went 2 see de doc dis morning.. found out is another attack of flu.. n its worse dis time.. my fever is at 39.8 degree.. almost died lor.. den didnt eat alot 2day... 1.5 cup of milo n 1/4 bowl of rice.. sian man. dats lyk less den wad i eat per meal when i was well. hope i can get well soon T.T now my stats all dropped by 70% T.T im sokelianlar den i slept most of my day away.. ARGH!! SO WASTED!!! i slp till my eyes become big lor lol.. den cz called n ask whether im gonna buy booster box so we can draft ><" but im lyk so poor now.. at least muz wait till mq return my $40 bucks 1st ma lol.. aniwaez an ant juz bit me juz now.. haiz.. im so ke lian liao de ant still wanna bite me.. NO REN XING AR!!! stupid ant!! n its official dat i will play bac magic!! i got de magic feel back again! its time 2 be a pro again!! haha i shall become a judge if i can! haha..
jajaja L~

restarting.

2007-01-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

ive decided 2 restart my blog.. haha 2day is such a lousy day. hv 2 wear formal 2 skool.. collar shirt n non-jeans long pants.. in de end i only hv 1 of each.. so suay!! in de end only can wear dat 2 skool.. ya.. de tcher say my shirt not v formal haha.. den i 4got 2 wear my watch n become sick in de afternoon!! its bloody irritating la!!! hope i can recover soon.. nth much happened in skool 2day.. juz dat my class used de 2 hours break 2 watch saw 3.. in de end de dvd graphic sux!! den every1 wtch until fed up n start playing o2 jam.. lol.. den went home wif de usual bunch of guys.. ya den came home 2 slp.. luckily PSB gave me a wake up call.. if not i will surely miss my one piece lol.. its time 2 eat now~!!! haha.. tutu guay! haha i love it.. n guess wad im gonna start magic again!! i juz love it!!

ive decided its time 2 post some photo.. haha see de similarity? maybe its not so new but i will post more nxt time!!

` Meowx =3

Rayz_its juz me.

fail.

such failure.

Goodbye

Same old feeling.

Another week

Booking in.

POP LOH~

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T -3

T-4

T -5

Day 2

Day 1

Attachment sucks.

So..

FYP

art3

Art2

Feeling weird..

Art

Dog

abcdefgggg

Wasted day.

zzz

Flying Ninja Roach.

Last night of kek

Finally eh

=))

Irritated

This.. Is how i really feels.

Retribution.

The Last Night

baxxx!

Forgetting

games

1234

kkk

Light

The Rain.

Life~

Wooo

New PSP + FF7: CC Design!!!

Pro-Me

100% Nice!

!$#^%$#%#

woohoo

JuzAnotherNub

baldie

Love the sky..

Somehow..

Loving it~

Shes The Best~

i hate squash

juzanotherday

Magic fever

shoot ya 2 death

nubcake

A great friday, a great draft.

^^

T.T

B aN anGeL, B mY anGeL.

My blog is dead

Welcome de Pig~!!!

Last Day of Kek Hwee Yr

some random email from some random fren

What a lousy day

Power Of Magic~

Fixed!

wooo pizza!

neck pain.

...

guitar is hard 2 learn..

tired till lyk wad lidat

its a lame day

Its a great day!

yi ran shuai qi

a day of guitar

when ur tired n u noe u nudge kek hwee.. *nudge nudge*

when ur tired n u noe u nudge kek hwee.. nudge nudge